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Sympathetic Nerves

by Déraciné

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1.
Tinderbox 00:52
Stand as tall as trees Embers abound Roots into streets deep below the pavement Trembling leaves dancing vitally upon the crests of this fire A summer so arid flames you can’t smother a summer so torrid the voices won’t be smothered with hearts alight life and limb through plumes that choke but not their names that echo across buildings every single night stares down the worn out barrels of hegemony
2.
Cavity 00:28
As The Air hangs Heavy In every where In every breath Swallowed down into my bones Deep down like a cavity Decay within these frail bones
3.
Thinned out migrations fraught With disruption Patterns fraying at the seams Between the sky and the dirt Fading edges Barren horizons
4.
One Four Three Everyday it hits Like a gentle reminder Like the ticking of a bomb Still waiting to defuse One Four Three I can’t be defused One Four Three Then miss a beat (One last beat)
5.
Real Empty 00:38
Indebted suffering Come take me over Indebted suffering Come on come on come show me Exactly what it’s worth Exactly What I’m worth Real empty How many years should I have left to go?
6.
Semiotica 00:23
Great signifier Relieve this confusion Tell me everything I’m not I’m your negative space I’m the hole you can’t repair I’m your hole A hollow you cannot bear So I internalize it Just to fake seeming whole
7.
Aftercare 01:20
These autumn days grow so heavy A bitter taste of copper fills my mouth Residential Sarin in the back of my throat Scared eyes look through bedroom windows all lit up with that tv glow Except for those who call so loud Who can see through poison clouds Shadow burns Scrubbing at the scars Shadow burns Scrubbing at the scars Fading like the future Hold it under running water Cauterize my insides I can’t take it any longer It’s far too late And far too gone you and I know well Feigned time traveler Concussed without any sense of where and when Whose blood is this Whose blood is this Whose blood is this
8.
What makes a queen Rich opulence, impoverished of a soul? Or a sense of feeling Your best self Without succumbing to toxic inculcations I would rather die yearning love Than learn to love being alone If it meant that repressed identities could be set free
9.
I gave it all the time to heal Still I can’t bring myself to face My sense of worth measured against That amount of time it takes to heal Still just an inversion Like a mirror Facing a mirror Reverse polarities Go ahead Defuse me It’s coming back around Full circuit from me through you
10.
Our modern day conditions Much like those of the past Just keep denying the cure Much as they have in the past I’m sick so sick since being born I’m sick so sick since being born I’m sick so sick since being born I’m sick so sick since being born It’s endemic, myriad co-dependencies between the self And faulty systems We know your failures We are your failures Failures
11.
Ruinous 00:29
Tear it down Tear it apart Bit by bit Threadbare foundations Feeble grasp Centuries of slippage To what end is it worth holding on When built within these walls is planned obsolescence?
12.
The cyclic vacillations between a lack of focus and stubborn inhibitions Back and forth again are a closed circuit Out of step my heartbeat and my breath Asynchronous disruptions Try to lean into it The paradox of critique For its own sake A multi-conversationalist Is what I keep on telling myself I’m easily convinced Is what I tell myself
13.
Stormbound 00:39
Foisted calm to pacify Turn on the tamer break the cage Honestly, the surging fires have been fueled for years by the banks that are now engulfed Yet only now can they see the flames And we should let them burn Burn the debts that keep us stormbound Wipe the records clean of baseless claims Solely meant as chains A great reversal Lock’em in their own jails.
14.
Safe Mode 00:34
Finding ourselves in material wealth These places that promise you safety and warmth Wrapped up in vinyl and sheaths made of stone Don’t stand a chance in high winds Bend like a tree Not like a coward Brittle façade of fast fashion Such a model patron So distinguished I see you trembling in a glass house of privilege
15.
Rewild 00:56
These streets are not streets They’re fields full of obstructions Through the cracks are reactions Breakdown and replenish ages of soil Weeds busting up through the concrete World’s that were buried under the bounties of imperialist infrastructures In the twilight hour Across mountainous ruins Howling clarion calls The reemerging wolves and dogs I feel it rise inside me Tides of vengeance Turn fury into song
16.
Reckoning 01:22
Still thinking of healing Lately All the ways that I could mend it Not to go back as it used to be A whole new way of being I wanna feel it all anew No more manic compression I’m bottled up with condensation I wanna let it all release I’m gonna explode like the dams that beg removal No more tolerance for exploitations no more ledges for me No borders on our lands No more masters No more gods Only true representation for what we really are I swear I can See it On the horizon If history tells us anything It’s at least that everything unsustainable Is in its throes Like a death rattle Like a swan song Whether or not they admit their day of reckoning

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Adam Brock Ciresi - vocals
Shawn Decker - guitar, bass, vocals
Dylan Houpt - drums

vocals recorded by Adam in Portland, OR
everything else recorded and mixed by Shawn
at Yoguwit Studios, Lafayette IN

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released January 1, 2021

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